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Name: Twizted
Country: Germany
Metro: Frankfurt
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, Murder, Joey Jordison, Marilyn Manson, The Missing, Slipknot, Murderdolls, KoRn, A.F.I, Jack Off Jill, Typo Negative, Nirvana, Motograter, Mushroom Head, Mudvayne, Spineshank, Dope, Static-X, Adema, The Used, Cradle of Filth, HIM , NIN, Rancid,ICP, Violent Work of Art, Anorexia Nervosa, Die My Darling, Scarling, Scars of Life,Lucifer, Filth Porn and much much much more pretty much anything heavy with screaming and shit lol , I love Anne Rice books, I love Vampires and I love various muderous weapons, I love to draw and write poetry, my fave knife is the butcher knife and i love blood o.o;.........GIR ROCKS MY SOX !!!!! INVADER ZIM RULES ALL !!! lol so does NNY !!!
Expertise: er expertise....hmm....I dunno..o_o....
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  SickSadGoth
MSN: flamesofyouth@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  witchcraft200
Member Since:
4/1/2004
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| Hey everyone!!
Happy Late Christmahannukahkuwanzzakuh!!!!!
Amber I misses yews!!! ;-; -pounces pins glomps huggles and....-drum roll- DIVES!! - Wub yew my Chizu!!!!<3 Gimmie your number so I can call yews! I lost it like...a loooooooooooooooooooooooong time ago when I moved from Grapevine to Bedford ._......please don't hurt me!! -cowers in fear- o.o;;....
NICK!!! -glomp- ^o^ | | |
| - Hemorrhage Mood: Pist off, Angry, Depressed, Suicidal, Violent, Murderous ect.
I can't fucking believe this shit!!! I FUCKING HATE HIM!!! I WANT TO MURDER HIM SO FUCKING BADLY IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!!! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!!!!!!? GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -punches a fucking wall picturing his face-
Ok kiddies, it's story time, let me tell you about the asshole that asked me back out last nite, only to break up with me again today!? wow, and guess what, it gets better!!! -smiles- the ring he got me, remember? yeah, well he's not sending it to me, he's going to sell it back on ebay! OH! and he's not even going to come down here to visit! and my mother dearest wanted to meet him also. Yes, now how did you kiddies like that story? Yes, well I loved it also too....
I HOPE HE FUCKING DIES!!! MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!
Sanctuary
DIS...HONEST
You came with your first kiss
Blue eyes sold me your HEAVENLY PRESENCE
Something was SUFFOCATING me...couldn't breath
Had no idea that you would ever DECEIVE
I tried to BELIEVE all the things that you TAUGHT ME
CHRIST LIKE IMAGES OF TRUTH...they straight got me
Now watch me DROWN IN SADNESS
My lungs gasp for air cause I let you STAB THIS...
HEART...and rip apart WOUNDS that exist
Deeper and darker
than any words I could SPIT
ALL IS SHIT
And it will NEVER be well
Because the fires that burn
Are my never ending .... HELL
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD?
Your faith is lost
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD?
Get off your cross
GET OFF...
BRIDGES
Connect each other for necessity
LIFELINES SCAR MY HANDS like the rest of me
Asked me to TRUST you and yes I TRIED to
CONSTANT APOLOGIES caused me to LIE too
Tried to MEDICATE MY HATE with YOUR MAGIC
How could something so SWEET end up so tragic
RESSURECT me from this abyss
IN DEATH EVERY BODY FUNCTION FAILS TO EXIST
False commitments TONGUES twisted with RELIGION
A HEART SHAPED ROCK of the same size incision
OBSOLETE
With no RELIEF or RELEASE
Just INSOMNIA filled nights
Of never ending...SLEEP
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD?
Your faith is lost
IS WHAT YOU CALL GOD?
Get off your cross
Split a piece of wood and I am there
Lift a stone and you will find me
ARE YOU STILL SCARED?
SANCTUARY
SANCTUARY
SANCTUARY
There's no SANCTUARY
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL GOD
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL... GOD
Is this
Is this
Is this WHAT YOU CALL LOVE
Get off Get off
Watch me
Get off Get off
Watch me
Get off Get off
NOW WATCH ME FALL...
I swallowed all your lies
And they felt good going down...
DEATH BE NOT PROUD | | |
| She pushes life’s obstacle around her plate. She knows that by consuming it, it will end up consuming her. Her stomach aches with an emptiness only the lonely would understand. It is more than a hunger for food, more than a hunger for love or life. Is it so difficult to let a fork scrape across your teeth and let the food slip inside?
She sits in front of the mirror and a stranger stares back. Blank eyes and a blank soul inside an imperfect body.
Her flesh wasted away while waiting for his call. She knew only he could satisfy her hunger, so why bother eat? | | |
| well....39 more days till Caleb comes..or...was coming....it's 3:40am and I've just stopped crying..he broke up with me...around...11.....and ended around....3....wow...that's alot of tears...and I'm at Alesha's house....and it's monday already....wow..how convient...Sunday, November 13th...Caleb breaks up with me, THE FUCKING DAY BEFORE SCHOOL!!!!.THE DAY AFTER MY FUCKING AUNT TALKS TO HIS GRANDMA AND MOTHER ABOUT HIM FUCKING COMING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..I'm not going to school tomorrow..I can't even think straight....Thanks Caleb....you're such a pro at this now. You know me so well......I think most of you who are frequent readers of this, will agree that if I wrote my lifes story as it is so far...that I'd make...BIG BUCKS $$$$.....yep yep yep.....I'm to sad to write.... | | |
| Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!! xD ^.^ I love my Caleb!! OMG!! I have da bestest fwiend eva!! ^.^ Alesha!!! <3 MOMMMEEEEEEEEH!!!! I LOOVE YA MOMMEH!..o.o...dude...I just ate a piece of puppy chow..DRY!! Puppy Chow and it tastes just like the school cafeteria food...o.o...Alesha dared me to eat it so I did..o.O..O.O.....it didn't really have much taste at all either..so I was just like: -blinks and chews on it-..yeah..not much taste...o_O....o.o...tastes like the cafeteria food..x_x....
xD Yeah, hehe, I luvers meh mommeh!! ^-^ CALEB!!! I love you!! <333333333333333333! ^.^ Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Emily's party is tomorrow, whee!! I might go as a faerie or a japanese neko girl! ^^ today was Goblins Day at school, which is where you dress up in your costume and at the pep-ralley they have costume contests, it was cool. Well I'm gonna go back to watching Family Guy with Alesha! ( I LOVE YOU MOMMEH!! ^o^) Well gonna goes now, ta-ta! =D
Amber- I miss you soo much ;-;
Caleb- I LOVE YOU!!! <3333333333333
Kat- Hey, you look good ^^ You cried when you found out I had left?....wow...well, I hope you're doing good, and that things are going good for you. Take care alright? | | |
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